most time the world is egoistic. everyone just looks on his own, me most of the time too. In this material world most of the people (or most people that I know) are egoistic and look just after their own advantage. And most of all they always try to conceal their weakness. It so ridiculous, that game that we are playing every day. Instead of saying that we need love, we play the cool ones and try to get the love in this way. You can't go to somebody and be just open. They call you strange. However isn't it strange to take posession of something called style? Ok, I understand those advantages. If you are in one of those groups, for excample those skater-groups, or those hippie-groups you can be sure that you'll find lots of friends. But if you are an individual you are always confronted with prejudice. The problem is that we have forgotten to be individual, we are individual in that way how commercials call it. Commercials say that you are need to drink Coca Cola and go to Openairs to be somebody. We drink Coca Cola and go to the dentist. We go to Openairs and can't bring our own fucking beer. Yes we're cool. We do everything just to be accepted or loved. We do everything what they say. However we don't say that we want to have love or give love. We are not talking to each other, we are only doing small talk to each other, talking about weather, clothes, concerts and music. I guess we forgot to talk honstly to each other.

Anyway I can't be mad at other people. I'm egoistic in some ways for myself. For excample here on DA. Most people give a damn who you are, what you are and what you think. Why? Because they don't have love for theirselfs I guess. I don't comment userpage because I'm to down. I can't give love if I don't get it. I feel like an empty battery. And so everything begins, I start to be egoistic and only wants to have comments for myself. that's the whole problem I guess....yes that it is.

Well I know that my texts are only about the same. However I need a valve to let that crap out. Sorry for DA I'm actually not an artist, I'm only a Nerd who's angry at the world.